January 03, 2010

terangbintang: Sentuh hatiku / Touch my heart

terangbintang: Sentuh hatiku / Touch my heart

Sentuh hatiku / Touch my heart

when i'm home on sunday i always go to confucian's sunday school.
i've lived and raised up in this community.
i thought i can do something here,
well, even it is not much but i believe,
the efforts that i've given,
have value to the little soul of my little friends:-

typing while listening to the song :-
it's cloudy outside, there is no sun, even it is afternoon.

Betapa ku mencintai
Segala yang tlah terjadi
Tak pernah sendiri
Jalani hidup ini
Selalu menyertai

Betapa ku menyadari
Di dalam hidupku ini
Kau selalu memberi
Rancangan terbaik
Oleh karena kasih

Bapa
Sentuh hatiku
Ubah hidupku
Menjadi yang baru
Bagai emas yang murni
Kau membentuk bejana hatiku

Bapa
Ajarku mengerti
Sebuah kasih yang selalu memberi

Bagai air mengalir
Yang tiada pernah berhenti

KasihMu ya Tuhan
Tak pernah berhenti

Believer puts hope in God and carries it out in action.
That's how he can respect his parents properly because he puts God on top of his list.
He never puts God in second place, or according to his need/s.
He never shouts at his parents, because he knows that God doesn't want him to do so.
He gently talks to them if there is something not appropriate happened.

My simply prayer,
God teach me how to conduct my action.
God teach me how to love in righteousness.
God teach me to make decision according to Your wish not mine or others,
so many times i've failed and disappointed you.
God teach me not to deny You who i met 25 years ago when i was only 7,
when i was confuse and in trouble of nasty thing that almost harmed me,
and again and again You've showed Yourself in the face of peoples, events, and experiences of mine and others that i've met along of my journey of life.
and You shows me that You do exist and truly a Living God,
that so many people hardly to believe, even i still keep learning till now.
In Your time, i believe and trust that the happiness that You've planned for me
is going to be accomplished.
Teach me to be humble, like the way You teach us in a form of human.
Teach me to respect what others belief,
but don't let me confuse like King Salomon.
Thank you for knowing You, and for parents that You've given me.
I love them, but i can't deny that i love You more,
Yes, they who've raised me up, feed me, fulfill my needs, shower me with their love etc., but You who give us life.
God teach me to put everything in right order,
because i am so damn fragile, sorry for that word:-
God, why do i still can be shaped at this old age ?
Forgive me for sins that i've done,
Forgive others who i know and unknown have harmed me,
Thank you for Your unfinished love on me :-
Thank you.

December 25, 2009

Don't ask from where i have come

Taken from you tube, thanks to tommy for the info from his fb.
a melancholic and nice song, thought.
singer: chyi yu
transalation from you tube:

Don't ask from where I have come
My home is far, far away
Why do you wander so far
Wander so far, wander so far
For the little bird flying in the sky
For the blue brook running in the mountain
For the broad meadow green and wide
I wander, wander so far
Then, is there more?
Yes, for the Olive tree of my dream
Don't ask from where I have come
My home is far, far away
Why do you wander?
Why do you wander so far?
Far, far away
For the Olive tree of my dream
Don't ask from where I have come
My home is far, far away
Why do you wander so far
Wander so far, wander so far
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December 19, 2009

Angin

Angin itu berlari dengan kencang,
menghempas daun pintu dengan keras,
terbelalak matanya, tersadar dari lamunan,
kembali terdiam dalam lamunannya,

Angin itu berjalan perlahan,
berirama laksana penari keraton,
berlenggong menelisik melalui celah-celah ventilator jendela,
membelai wajahnya yang keriput oleh waktu,
membawanya pada nostalgia masa lalu,
tersenyum, menangis dalam lamunan,

Angin, kemanakah kau membawa lamunannya.....

Saturday night, home, 19 December 2009, 8:54 PM.

December 13, 2009

There's a joke of this man says......

I don't need a pretty woman,
I just need an interesting female.
I don't need a rich woman,
I just need a woman that don't count on me all the time,
because she is so independent that i don't have to work to much.
That's why i married her 10 years ago, so i look younger and she look older.

Bad joke, but is it real ?

LOVE

love is one of interesting topics among females chit chat.
one says that, don't find love, let love find you.
that's why it's called falling in love, because you don't force yourself to fall, you just fall.
so why do you have to force someone to love.

December 05, 2009

honesty

don't wrap your honesty with lie.
don't wrap your lie with honesty.
it's so mean.
how many times i've met this kind of person.
gee... thanks God, i didn't fall to the trap.