Life is too short to wake up with regrets. ♥ So love the people who treat you right. ♥ Forget about the one's who don't. Believe everything happens for a reason. If you get a second chance, grab it with both hands. If it changes your life, let it. Nobody said life would be easy, they just promised it would be worth it! Post to your wall if you agree..
this one goes to nita lugina one of my junior high friends who posted it in her wall and inspired me. thank you.
January 31, 2010
Broken strings
Broken Strings
James Morrison ft. Nelly Furtado
Let me hold you for the last time
It’s the last chance to feel again
But you broke me
Now I can’t feel anything
When I love you, rings so untrue
I can’t even convince myself
When I’m speaking, it’s the voice of someone else
Oh it tears me up
I try to hold on, but it hurts too much
I try to forgive, but it’s not enough to make it all ok
You can’t play on broken strings
You can’t feel anything
that your heart don’t want to feel
I can’t tell you something that ain’t real
Oh the truth hurts
A lie’s worse
How can I give anymore
When I love you a little less than before
Oh what are we doing
We are turning into dust
Playing house in the ruins of us
Running back through the fire
When there’s nothing left to say
It’s like chasing the very last train
when it’s too late, too late
Oh it tears me up
I try to hold on but it hurts too much
I try to forgive, but it’s not enough to make it all ok
You can’t play on broken strings
You can’t feel anything
That your heart don’t want to feel
I can’t tell you something that ain’t real
Oh the truth hurts
A lie’s worse
I cannot give any more
When I love you a little less than before
Oh we’re running through the fire
When there’s nothing left to say
It’s like chasing the very last train
When we both know it’s too late
You can’t play on broken strings
You can’t feel anything
That your heart don’t want to feel
I can’t tell you something that ain’t real
Oh the truth hurts
A lie’s worse
I cannot give any more
When I love you a little less than before
Let me hold you for the last time
It’s the last chance to feel again
James Morrison ft. Nelly Furtado
Let me hold you for the last time
It’s the last chance to feel again
But you broke me
Now I can’t feel anything
When I love you, rings so untrue
I can’t even convince myself
When I’m speaking, it’s the voice of someone else
Oh it tears me up
I try to hold on, but it hurts too much
I try to forgive, but it’s not enough to make it all ok
You can’t play on broken strings
You can’t feel anything
that your heart don’t want to feel
I can’t tell you something that ain’t real
Oh the truth hurts
A lie’s worse
How can I give anymore
When I love you a little less than before
Oh what are we doing
We are turning into dust
Playing house in the ruins of us
Running back through the fire
When there’s nothing left to say
It’s like chasing the very last train
when it’s too late, too late
Oh it tears me up
I try to hold on but it hurts too much
I try to forgive, but it’s not enough to make it all ok
You can’t play on broken strings
You can’t feel anything
That your heart don’t want to feel
I can’t tell you something that ain’t real
Oh the truth hurts
A lie’s worse
I cannot give any more
When I love you a little less than before
Oh we’re running through the fire
When there’s nothing left to say
It’s like chasing the very last train
When we both know it’s too late
You can’t play on broken strings
You can’t feel anything
That your heart don’t want to feel
I can’t tell you something that ain’t real
Oh the truth hurts
A lie’s worse
I cannot give any more
When I love you a little less than before
Let me hold you for the last time
It’s the last chance to feel again
January 17, 2010
Morning with little friends of Confucian Sunday school
It was raining hard. So heavy. The time was 7.50 AM. It just took 5 minutes from home by public transportation. With my daddy's big umbrella, i was walking in rain, brrr... cold and crossed the road. Thanks God the motorcycles were not speeding because of the rain, off course, he..he... Gee you could imagine how frustated i used to when there wasn't rain,the motorcycle riders used to behave that road is theirs, heh.. what a manner.
btw., when i arrived four childrens were already there. We were waiting for the others and the man who have the key to open the door. While we were waiting outside the Li Dang ( the house for Confucian to pray and gather) we had little chat about the rain and their activities.
15 minutes later the rain stopped. The man who keeps the key came and we enter the house, 6 more children came.
When it came to prayer, ussualy there are 3 persons who lead others to pray, since it is children service, so they are children. The problem that i have faced since 20years ago is they have no confidence. So i always say, i'll help don't worry, you have to learn and you can do it. Gee i have been ages here :-) I remembered the first time i helped my uncle, i was exciting, i thought i could have the athmosphere that i felt at My Father house here but later turned to be bored sometimes. Then i read the word of God yesterday morning, that if you just life your life just like a routine activity then you'll feel nothing. And i realize that i have served the Living God through my little friends, my parents, and others.
So how can others see the salvation, if i can't do the way He did. So many believers have been the stumble stones for others who haven't known what is the meaning of salvation and who He is. Accepting The Living God as God and savior doesn't stop there, we have to do and follow what He did, help the needy, guard your eyes, ears, mouth, mind, hands, feet and heart. And the simple chit chat with kiting yesterday afternoon again enlighting my mind and spirit. Thank you God for reminding me from arrogance, boredom, stupidity, unknown, etc.( i am a little bit lazy to write, he..)
btw., when i arrived four childrens were already there. We were waiting for the others and the man who have the key to open the door. While we were waiting outside the Li Dang ( the house for Confucian to pray and gather) we had little chat about the rain and their activities.
15 minutes later the rain stopped. The man who keeps the key came and we enter the house, 6 more children came.
When it came to prayer, ussualy there are 3 persons who lead others to pray, since it is children service, so they are children. The problem that i have faced since 20years ago is they have no confidence. So i always say, i'll help don't worry, you have to learn and you can do it. Gee i have been ages here :-) I remembered the first time i helped my uncle, i was exciting, i thought i could have the athmosphere that i felt at My Father house here but later turned to be bored sometimes. Then i read the word of God yesterday morning, that if you just life your life just like a routine activity then you'll feel nothing. And i realize that i have served the Living God through my little friends, my parents, and others.
So how can others see the salvation, if i can't do the way He did. So many believers have been the stumble stones for others who haven't known what is the meaning of salvation and who He is. Accepting The Living God as God and savior doesn't stop there, we have to do and follow what He did, help the needy, guard your eyes, ears, mouth, mind, hands, feet and heart. And the simple chit chat with kiting yesterday afternoon again enlighting my mind and spirit. Thank you God for reminding me from arrogance, boredom, stupidity, unknown, etc.( i am a little bit lazy to write, he..)
Inspiring chit chat on Saturday afternoon
i just finished my task. kiting was folding her rain coat. we had small chit chat then it turned to enlighting coversation. It was about how do we mean our life ? how do we mean the salvation, faith, and fulfillment ?
What did make me smile and get the point was on how she talked her mind, it was not like the way a teacher teached her student:-)She had analogy that made sense.
so life is an unending learning process, indeed it is:-)
What did make me smile and get the point was on how she talked her mind, it was not like the way a teacher teached her student:-)She had analogy that made sense.
so life is an unending learning process, indeed it is:-)
January 06, 2010
who moved my cheese ?
"Life is no straight and easy corridor along
which we travel free and unhampered,
but a maze of passages,
through which we must seek our way,
lost and confused, now and again
checked in a blind alley.
But always, if we have faith,
God will open a door for us,
not perhaps one that we ourselves
would ever have thought of,
but one that ultimately
prove good for us"
A.J Cronin
which we travel free and unhampered,
but a maze of passages,
through which we must seek our way,
lost and confused, now and again
checked in a blind alley.
But always, if we have faith,
God will open a door for us,
not perhaps one that we ourselves
would ever have thought of,
but one that ultimately
prove good for us"
A.J Cronin
January 03, 2010
can't wait for monday, back to work :-
para pekerja pasti ngarep,
senin cepetan dong dateng,
kapan kite mo kerja lagi,
liburan juga enak,
kapan kite libur lagi,
dah mumet nih,
he...,
a friend that i adore until now when i was taking english course in high school time,
said you have to love what you are doing, so that you always be happy, if you haven't found what you love doing, it is not too different, you can do it.
thank you lulu f.a. pasha :-
senin cepetan dong dateng,
kapan kite mo kerja lagi,
liburan juga enak,
kapan kite libur lagi,
dah mumet nih,
he...,
a friend that i adore until now when i was taking english course in high school time,
said you have to love what you are doing, so that you always be happy, if you haven't found what you love doing, it is not too different, you can do it.
thank you lulu f.a. pasha :-
Sentuh hatiku / Touch my heart
when i'm home on sunday i always go to confucian's sunday school.
i've lived and raised up in this community.
i thought i can do something here,
well, even it is not much but i believe,
the efforts that i've given,
have value to the little soul of my little friends:-
typing while listening to the song :-
it's cloudy outside, there is no sun, even it is afternoon.
Betapa ku mencintai
Segala yang tlah terjadi
Tak pernah sendiri
Jalani hidup ini
Selalu menyertai
Betapa ku menyadari
Di dalam hidupku ini
Kau selalu memberi
Rancangan terbaik
Oleh karena kasih
Bapa
Sentuh hatiku
Ubah hidupku
Menjadi yang baru
Bagai emas yang murni
Kau membentuk bejana hatiku
Bapa
Ajarku mengerti
Sebuah kasih yang selalu memberi
Bagai air mengalir
Yang tiada pernah berhenti
KasihMu ya Tuhan
Tak pernah berhenti
Believer puts hope in God and carries it out in action.
That's how he can respect his parents properly because he puts God on top of his list.
He never puts God in second place, or according to his need/s.
He never shouts at his parents, because he knows that God doesn't want him to do so.
He gently talks to them if there is something not appropriate happened.
My simply prayer,
God teach me how to conduct my action.
God teach me how to love in righteousness.
God teach me to make decision according to Your wish not mine or others,
so many times i've failed and disappointed you.
God teach me not to deny You who i met 25 years ago when i was only 7,
when i was confuse and in trouble of nasty thing that almost harmed me,
and again and again You've showed Yourself in the face of peoples, events, and experiences of mine and others that i've met along of my journey of life.
and You shows me that You do exist and truly a Living God,
that so many people hardly to believe, even i still keep learning till now.
In Your time, i believe and trust that the happiness that You've planned for me
is going to be accomplished.
Teach me to be humble, like the way You teach us in a form of human.
Teach me to respect what others belief,
but don't let me confuse like King Salomon.
Thank you for knowing You, and for parents that You've given me.
I love them, but i can't deny that i love You more,
Yes, they who've raised me up, feed me, fulfill my needs, shower me with their love etc., but You who give us life.
God teach me to put everything in right order,
because i am so damn fragile, sorry for that word:-
God, why do i still can be shaped at this old age ?
Forgive me for sins that i've done,
Forgive others who i know and unknown have harmed me,
Thank you for Your unfinished love on me :-
Thank you.
i've lived and raised up in this community.
i thought i can do something here,
well, even it is not much but i believe,
the efforts that i've given,
have value to the little soul of my little friends:-
typing while listening to the song :-
it's cloudy outside, there is no sun, even it is afternoon.
Betapa ku mencintai
Segala yang tlah terjadi
Tak pernah sendiri
Jalani hidup ini
Selalu menyertai
Betapa ku menyadari
Di dalam hidupku ini
Kau selalu memberi
Rancangan terbaik
Oleh karena kasih
Bapa
Sentuh hatiku
Ubah hidupku
Menjadi yang baru
Bagai emas yang murni
Kau membentuk bejana hatiku
Bapa
Ajarku mengerti
Sebuah kasih yang selalu memberi
Bagai air mengalir
Yang tiada pernah berhenti
KasihMu ya Tuhan
Tak pernah berhenti
Believer puts hope in God and carries it out in action.
That's how he can respect his parents properly because he puts God on top of his list.
He never puts God in second place, or according to his need/s.
He never shouts at his parents, because he knows that God doesn't want him to do so.
He gently talks to them if there is something not appropriate happened.
My simply prayer,
God teach me how to conduct my action.
God teach me how to love in righteousness.
God teach me to make decision according to Your wish not mine or others,
so many times i've failed and disappointed you.
God teach me not to deny You who i met 25 years ago when i was only 7,
when i was confuse and in trouble of nasty thing that almost harmed me,
and again and again You've showed Yourself in the face of peoples, events, and experiences of mine and others that i've met along of my journey of life.
and You shows me that You do exist and truly a Living God,
that so many people hardly to believe, even i still keep learning till now.
In Your time, i believe and trust that the happiness that You've planned for me
is going to be accomplished.
Teach me to be humble, like the way You teach us in a form of human.
Teach me to respect what others belief,
but don't let me confuse like King Salomon.
Thank you for knowing You, and for parents that You've given me.
I love them, but i can't deny that i love You more,
Yes, they who've raised me up, feed me, fulfill my needs, shower me with their love etc., but You who give us life.
God teach me to put everything in right order,
because i am so damn fragile, sorry for that word:-
God, why do i still can be shaped at this old age ?
Forgive me for sins that i've done,
Forgive others who i know and unknown have harmed me,
Thank you for Your unfinished love on me :-
Thank you.
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